spinning daydreams
When was the last time you told someone, “I think I love you too”? Or maybe you’re done with uncertainty and you’ve been trying to feel love full force. I wish I was on the receiving end. It’s been years since I heard you say those words.And I’m so fucked up by it. You’re just …
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i’ll give you a kiss from the past you’ll ask me if i’ll stay you’re just as lost as I am. unafraid to die alone. afraid of passing time… never thought i’d lose someone like you
I *feel like* I don’t want to be alive I *feel like* I am worthless I see no point in pretending and I decide to not speak these truths. I *feel like* I’m the same person I was three years ago No growth No hope No love No life Just confusion, anger, longing and prescription …
Still here. Stuck. I think about you and it makes me want to write. It makes me look up. I start asking questions, screaming into the æther, sentences that seem to make sense, but then again only to me. No one or everyone can hear me. I’m moving in spins again, laughing in a loop, …
so, how soon after i leave am i supposed to stop thinking about you? cause i don’t think i’ve stopped and i’m starting to get worried.
We give trust have dreams that make us despise reality, and accept every sweet goodbye. I finished begging for attention and endings in a past lifetime. Or at least it feels that way. So hurry up and move through life… meet me somewhere where we can feel the wind pass between us and the same …
17 oct 2018 830 pm belen nm I will not run away. This world is full of things that scare people off. But you could never be one of them. How afraid of me are you?
to be intentionally lost. it took some time for me to find it, but i discovered that there’s a world out there that we were told doesn’t exist. you’re led to believe a life of constant servitude is the only way. i often disappear from your reality and won’t ever stop. the fear from having …
I’ve been weaving through a forest of thoughts and feelings this year. In the end, it comes down to a skewed view of self-worth keeping me back, but I’m trying to move and pass through it. Acceptance and growth is the only way if you want to survive here. My nomadic life is chaotic and …
Deep Blue Veins 